AHA, wow.

I haven't been on here in a while, and looking at these pictures... I just realized out incredibly emo I was. No skinny jeans and scarves in the summer... but shit guy, EMO.

I would like to formally apoligize. I blame Dave. *LMAO*. He ruined me for a long time.

But good news, I'm ok. Better than ok, I'm freaking fantanstic. It was a bit rocky there for a bit. Don't get me wrong, nothing is 100% perfect in my life, but it never will be. However, I have almost everything I ever could have thought I needed.

I moved out of my parents house lil over a month ago. I've been saying I was gonna do that for a couple years now, so it's nice to actually have acted on it. And I didnt wind up in some shit hole apartment. got a decent townhouse in Applewood Hills area with my cousin. We have real furniture, and real food. We're taking care of ourselves. It's great.

I have a great job. Publishing company down in Port Credit. Been here... I dunno I guess around 6 months now. I've learned so much and I really think I can grow with this company. It's not really a job, it could be a career. So that's a nice assurance.

Sunday Thor comes home. Thor is my rescued Pit Bull, who couldn't be a bigger suck. Went out to see him sunday and my goodness, he just absorbs all the love you could give and more. He's an amazing dog. It breaks me heart what he's been through. But thats all over now, he's not going anywhere, he's safe forever with me. And he's the best partner in crime to keep me company on those lonely days.

Why lonely you ask? Why I'll tell you. Because the last piece of my life, the most amazingly incredibly wonderful peice... is in the UK. Fate can be a bitch, and I have a rather large resentment towards the ocean right now... But it's so worth it. I'll wait. If I learned one thing over the past three years, it's patience. And this man, is deffinatly worth it.

Oh but don't worry, its not a waiting game to see if he'll 'come around', or to 'give him time' and all that bullshit you've heard me all go through. This time, is the last time, and we have all the time in the world, so there's no rush. He's mine and I'm his, forever.

So we're waiting, settling ourselves before settling with each other. Sorting things out that need to bee seen through, and make sure of certain things.

He's amazing, beyond amazing. My god, I'm so happy. As shitty as everything else can get... I'm so happy I could cry. I've never been *this* happy.

I've never heard 'forever'. Almost forgot what it ment. Never heard 'love' either. But I'll sure take it.